Updates! Food time!

i'm glad to report that my weight loss has kicked back up. i'm almost at 60lbs lost now, and it was stalled for a bit. i think i've determined the reason(s)...

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I realized I totally munch out on both nuts and cheese. everything in moderation is fine, but i know myself and these two things are two loves of mine. and both are high fat. so i'm stopping it, for once and all! i didn't go through all this for some snacking to ruin it.

last night i cooked! i made filet mignon. i marinated it overnight in a special marinade that is my favorite (worschishire sauce, a dash of lime juice, and dry rubbed with spices). i cooked it to perfection. it was DELICIOUS.

then i threw it all up :(

not sure why...it was tender. i think maybe it was so good i didn't chew enough. cest la vie...EJ enjoyed his at least.

my leg has been getting worse with the pain. i was taking a vicodin basically everyday to get through it. then i let my prescription run out on purpose because i do not want dependency. i already felt shaky the first day i had none. and when i take one, it doesn't affect me anymore. so that's tolerance. i'm way too paranoid...

but since i don't have it...my leg....good god the pain. i've tried heat, ice, exercise, no exercise. it doesn't make a difference. it's numb until the twingy searing sharp pain hits, and lately it's almost constant. i have no idea what to do...

i'm going to the neurologist tomorrow, so hopefully he can help. i'll let you know what happens :)