I haven't forgotten you

I haven't posted in a few days, because a friend of mine is visiting from Ireland! So I've been quite busy and I'm starting to get a cold :(

Since she has been visiting with her husband, I've been playing it safe. All I've eaten since Friday is seafood (shrimp, scallops), green veggies, and eggs. All things that have never hurt Lily and never made me vomit.

It's kind of nice to not get sick..but I also have been eating a bit more (tonight dinner was 2 large shrimp and a scallop, and then green beans--normally I'd just eat a couple ounces of chicken and puke). I know it's not healthy to think "Oh no I don't want to start eating..." but.....I don't. I'd rather not test it and find out foods I can pig out on. I'd rather not find out if sugar doesn't make me sick, etc. Then who knows what I'll do. My biggest fear right now is getting fat again and dying from it. Or, worse, wanting to.

Ok this got deeper than I intended. More later :)