And 1 point for the doctors

So one of the big things they tell you before the surgery, is no snacking. They even said you could get sick from snacking.

I called bullshit. Just like I called bullshit about the whole "don't drink while you eat" thing. (which causes insane discomfort in Lily if I do it, I learned quickly).

So, I think it's human nature to try and test out what the doctors / authority say. Last night I was super stressed and turned to bad habits. I tried to be good by just getting some of this peppered beef jerky EJ picked up for me.

Well, there wasn't too much left in the bag. So after I had about an ounce I decided to finish off the crumbs. What a dumb idea...

Yup you guessed it. me and the toilet are becoming very, very close. I almost feel bulimic when this happens. I feel so full and in pain and disgusted and I know the food has to come out. But I don't have a gag reflex, so I have to use my finger. It is messing with my head a bit.

I think I need to learn to listen to the doctors lol...stupid me.