I just finished packing for the hospital and for the stay at my Mom's after. It is making it all very real, which is exciting. I have not been too nervous up until this point. I'm definitely not nervous about the pain or the surgery itself. I have a high pain tolerance, and I will be happily knocked out during the surgery. I am mostly nervous about the stay in the hospital after.
I have an aversion to hospitals. I hate them. They put me in a negative state of mind. I am afraid of being lonely and stuck in there with medical stinky stuff around. So to combat this fear, I just uploaded a shitton of music to my fake iPod, and charged up my DS.
I'll have EJ post in here for me following the surgery. We are meeting my parents at the hospital at 8am.
Much love. Thanks for all the well-wishes.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Today is surgery!
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2 comments:
good luck!!!!!
Omg, I just read all of this. I am so incredibly impressed with you and this whole thing... you are a rock star. Seriously. I can't wait to see your life change for the better. Hearts you. I'm excited about the post-surgery updates.
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